I am ashamed of myself that I lose it! Can’t find it again.

I will put this up here: I am looking for a very old book, I forgot the author’s name but the book is called Cinderella Pantai Timur. If anyone has any idea where to find it, please leave a comment.

I owe you guys (and myself) one more post and this should be the third one, of January. It is part of my 2019 resolutions;- to write more, to publish at least three posts in a month. I am off to a good start. And I need to keep this pace for another 11 months. Which is pretty challenging, because it’s going to be busier by this mid year.

Yesterday, I found an activity book which I bought at Typo Australia two years ago and that book is called ‘Do You Ever Ask Yourself What If?’.

GET TO KNOW ME: HARRY POTTER ED.

Since The Fantastic Beast: The Crimes of Grindewald is about to come out soon, i’m having ‘potter fever’ throughout this week. Been reading all the trivia and questions about past Harry Potter series and coming Fantastic Beast movies. I’m excited for more Johnny Depp screening times and the answer to ‘how come Nagini is a woman?!’

On Scale 1 to 5: Are You Ready To Leave The School Yet?

I bet, while attending high school, everyone had this one feeling of deadly wanting to leave the school, be a college student and get a job as soon as possible because ‘adult’ sounds fun, right? That I-can-do-whatever-I-want-to and nobody-can-force-me are like rewards you get when you finally reach the late teen ages so proud to be called an adult. The outraging desire to be off school compound possibly because we want to be free from its rules and regulations; the do’s and don’ts.

Feminism today

Feminism, a movement started to support women’s rights on the basis of equality of sexes. But what feminism projects today has changed over the past decade. It began as a movement to fight fo…

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Biggest shits are actually coming from yourself and you just do not know them.

Biggest shits are actually coming from yourself and you just do not know them: So, if you think everyone is being unfair, because they keep throwing ‘shits’ at you, think again. ‘Are they just returning ‘shits’ that you, firstly threw at them?’ or ‘Are they really your own ‘shits’ that you deny over and over?’

I came across one tweet on my twitter timeline this evening. It was a simple question that had me wonder.

‘Have you ever stopped liking someone you liked a lot and suddenly notice that they are a shitty person and realize how blinded you were by how much you like them?’

The answer would be a definite no.

Nurturer of Time: A Golden Timing

It’s been three months now. And I guess time sure has its way of going up and down.

This year’s progression is at it utmost best.

While it is too early to be deciding the ending of this year; up until the fourth chapter, everything is on the ‘well’ and ‘decent’ tracks. Even though there were some events recently that made me jumping from the bed and literally have my hands and thoughts on those, they didn’t have their way of breaking through all good four months I had.

I can say, it is a timely year.

When I was pushed down to the ground and crushed from all directions; in the most terrible way you could ever imagine, I was juiced out of the confidence I once had, imprinted the self-inadequacy and belittling myself in the worse way; lead me nowhere to go. I was gasping for air, for help and for all hands I could have at that time. There was no pain so I was never aware slowly…

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Discovering Your Passion & Holding Onto It

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“This, of course, is easier said than done but wouldn’t you like to at least be able to say that you tried?”

Getting a medical degree doesn’t guarantee my future career is me as a doctor. I have other passions and completing my degree is one of them at the moment. However, I just realize that becoming a doctor is not among those passions I would like to hold onto. I simply come to love it in the middle of the process. And it is of one thing that sure hold me back from pursuing things that I love professionally.

Embracing ‘Ramadan’, what lies beyond.

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It’s the second day of the holy Ramadan, month of the year for all Muslims. A month which we abstain from eating any food or liquid from the dawn until sunset. Some have it longer and some have it shorter – range between 12 hours to 22 hours, mine is roughly 16 hours.

It’s not what you think

“It’s possible that, along with grunge, Generation X’s other great gift to society is depression.” In his tribute to Chris Cornell, Rich Larsen reflects on despair, aging, and his generation’s struggles with mental health.

The First Ten Words by Rich Larson

Chris Cornell, 1964-2017

Chris Cornell died early Thursday morning. His band Soundgarden played a show on Wednesday night at the Fox Theater in Detroit. Two hours after the show ended, he was gone.

For two days, I’ve been working on a piece to pay tribute to him, and it’s been a struggle. Usually when I have a problem like this it’s because I’m staring at a blank screen trying to figure out what I want to say. That’s not the problem this time. The problem is I have way too much to say.

I’m not going to sit here and claim to have been a huge fan of Soundgarden. I didn’t dislike them, I just had to take them in small doses. I was a fan of Cornell. I love “Seasons,” the solo song he had on Cameron Crowe’s movie, Singles. It’s a droning acoustic song about isolation and the…

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A GHOST SHALL DANCE.

That excitement when you have something dear to yourself, something yours; you are about to tell the whole world your stories. It’s like dancing at the end of the world and not afraid to fall; all possible risks seem within your grip..

The moment when you realise that those things are not yours yet (or will never be), that excitement changes to deep regret and disappointment. Things you can’t have even if they are on the palm of your hands. Things you can’t keep even if they are already inside your pockets.