When you leave school and are pursuing your career, there are no more privileged things which you get from school years; no more school holidays or leisure time. You'll have to start paying bills, learn how to manage your finance; how to make money, save them and use them. And your relationship and love life must be getting serious at this point of your life.
I have been dealing with anxiety, insecurities and self-deprecation before and still are. I shut myself for a year and living my life all gloomy. The feeling of never good enough, the fear of people negative validation upon me and the images of failure project themselves before me. Those incessant thoughts keep ruminating days and nights. But I am good at hiding away my emotional turmoil and put on mask for a year. Last year.
I wanna be able to text you and say that 'I miss you' someday.
Your name.It soothes me.It's so euphonic. Make me wanna know you more. To see if you are as pleasant and soothing as your name sounds. Trying to love your name, unbeknownst to me, I fell for you.Falling for you, I'm falling deeper each day that I lose sight of the light above. ButFalling for you... Continue Reading →
Talking about anime, I was not a fan until two years ago. I love watching Naruto on television whenever they broadcasted it on Cartoon Network channel, two episodes on Friday. Naruto is my all time favourite. I don't read One Piece or Fairytale. I cannot put anything above Naruto. Since I involved myself with manga and anime stuffs, I became aware of vast manga collections exist beside Naruto alone.
But it went well. We ate and had some pictures, but not with the bride. The theme was purple colour which was so elegant and beautiful. Whenever I heard that 'kompang' beats, I always feel excited about it. Because sooner or later, that sound will be at my very own wedding. Anticipating, but not so eagerly.
Being twenty-two years old and I am still excited seeing the infamous twins! I never really get the chance to get out of my old hometown until recent years. My family isn't really a long-distance traveller. So I can say, this is my fourth or fifth time seeing it in front of my eyes. So I am a bit excited.