What should I do? – To stop this uneasiness.

Right now, my skin is throwing a tantrum – breaking out at the forehead and chin, over the jawline pretty bad. I stop using the new cleanser I used 3 months ago. It’s been two months since I ditched the cleanser and going back to the old routine. I just add some AHA liquid to my routine as to make the skin renewal easier and quicker.Read More »


Reasons Why I Write

I write whenever I feel devastated. This is how I cope with my everyday life. The content can be about anything; from movie reviews to my roller-coster feelings and emotions.

I hate thinking solutions to my problems or assuming reasons why people react this or that way towards me? Or questioning do I deserve this kind of life in this lifetime? Because I know, I am not wise enough to decide for myself and every time I choose to, it is a bad end result. I feel like people are laughing at me and make fun of my silly decisions.Read More »

The Second Wave

I am writing this because I feel something is off by the time the plane took off hours ago. Now, its 33999 ft up in the air and I feel kinda homesick even its been only few hours.

The are tons of things which I forget to say before saying goodbye to mom, dad and my sisters and brother. I am used to farewell well enough and manage to not let any tears be at the verge of crying let alone crying and sobbing. I am very well convinced that I’ll be meeting them again next year, just like before. But now being miles away, makes me rethink again I may not be seeing them again; either one of use be gone off the world; crushing against my consciousness that I’ll be regretting, that I don’t hug them enough or saying loving words enough, thank them enough and be grateful to them enough.Read More »

A Decade Through Death Note

It has been a decade since the first animation of Death Note was made. The anime was based on a Japanese manga of the same name by Tsugumi Ohba and illustrated by Takeshi Obata. Later in the same year, two live actions; Death Note 1, Death Note 2: The Last Name, was showcased and two years after that, in year 2008 a spin-off, Death Note: L Change The World was released. There was a long pause until a miniseries; Death Note A New Generation was released in 2015. Following it was a sequel from Death Note 2; Death Note: Light Up The New World, released in 2016.

I have been following the series quite well (except for the miniseries and I have my reason why I left that missing) and to see some changes in the movies, actors, and plots are somethings left to ponder. I am not a fan of its manga or anime; I never read the manga or watch the anime version but I am satisfied by live actions’ version and quite loving the concept of the story overall.Read More »

On Scale 1 to 5: Are You Ready To Leave The School Yet?

I bet, while attending high school, everyone had this one feeling of deadly wanting to leave the school, be a college student and get a job as soon as possible because ‘adult’ sounds fun, right? That I-can-do-whatever-I-want-to and nobody-can-force-me are like rewards you get when you finally reach the late teen ages so proud to be called an adult. The outraging desire to be off school compound possibly because we want to be free from its rules and regulations; the do’s and don’ts.Read More »

Half-baked Year

It’s a normal thing people embracing new year with new resolutions. Some resolve to complete tons of things in a year, some simply recycle last year incomplete resolutions which were actually recycled from two years ago. Some determine to achieve something for own self; losing some weight, be free from toxic relationships or others might perfectly reanimate the phrase ‘go with the flow’.

If you ask mine, I will say I have no specific resolutions for this year but to be happy and love myself more. Because hating myself and condemning own potentials in all those previous years had been exhausting and too harsh for me. Before, were¬†bumpy rides for me. I wish for nothing than a smoother sailing ahead.Read More »